Dear SELF,
"Thank you for the gift of you for showing up — Body, Soul, Mind, and Spirit — at C.A.M.P. For asking what I need…what would it take for me to come to C.A.M.P.?
How has the unclarity, uncertainty, commitment, judgmental old me served my life’s purpose well? What would it take to let the life giving, receiving, loving, truthful, honest, heart warming, honest, non-judgmental, ready at any moment, hard working, I can do it totally committed to my goALL, to live each day ALL IN — with no blame, no shame? That might look like doing the Daily4 and that’s it, the Daily4 “for now” will be my life’s purpose. From there it will expand my Body, Soul, Spirit, and Mind. That life in abundance will go from looking like being busy at every moment, to being still and silent, being.
Remembering that what I see in others — that I might not appreciate — I can now ask myself how I'm doing that in my own life, and where I might be in judgment of Mary, and interrupting myself and not listening to Mary. Acknowledging that when I see it in "the neediness" of others, that I may being doing it to my own self.
By the grace of God and my commitment to Mary, I will LIVE.
My top 3 accepted values I find most important to me are Love, Truth, Commitment.
And I leave my 3 unacceptable values under my fear, lies, hopelessness.
The rock, the lies, the rock symbolizing the lies, it will take more than 4 days to rid the decades of lying, and that is ok. The evolution and transformation will lead to graduation when I expire. And leave it All on planet earth to be with loved ones in eternal happiness.
Letting go of the pride and that I think I may have it all together. Or that I don’t need this, or asking myself why... why do I think I am so needy for so much help?
I let go of any uncertainly or inadequacy about being at C.A.M.P. I let go of judgment — my old story about what others may be thinking of me. That is old, used, and left behind.
Life’s purpose, zero paycheck, work, but valuing life, and living life with a love, truth, and commitment like never before.
With all of Mary’s love and being in Jesus’ name, I leave you truth, love, commitment.
I believe you. I believe in you and trust you. I love you."
Mary